Cynical Ol’ Me

Bowing Girl, Christian Vogt
Bowing Girl, Christian Vogt

Cynical Ol’ Me

23 February 2011

The feelings I within you stirred

either at four,

fifteen,

or thirty-three.

Marvelously,

with tacit and spoken word;

All I did,

I did so effortlessly.

Hardest you flick your pen,

harder still forming warts

hoping to recreate something lush.

Unwavering distrust

fit our hearts.

 

Now apart

we wave our brush;

But watch now still as the ink adorns the pallor

remember now

never did we lie abed

without speaking lies—nothing of valor;

Imprisoning truths and grievances in our head.

Perceive us now as rudimentary

to what once we had I am not receptive.

for we now are deemed elementary

rather than what once we were

before adequate perspective;

 

Do not panic for this world is beautiful still.

Apply your labor toward the human condition.

At will we lost, we lost at will.

Should we repent on the consequence of our volition?

It was a resolution, think!



We wasted time looking for breadth

Blinded,

blinded,

blinded, blink!

For a moment you lost your breath

Tis over now, so please move on

Eliminate me from your art

Think of your present, not my past.

 

Rise from your slumber. Rise from your bed.

Awaken now to hear the violent laughs

Awaken now to realize my hand no longer props your head

David González Valles

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